We made the most of the time we had pre-surgery, knowing it would be awhile before we could hold him again.
Grandma and grandpa came just in time to see him off. We were able to walk with him back to the operating area. It felt like a very long slow walk. Emotions were mixed from gratitude to fear.
We waited together for 5 hours before we could see Isaac again. Grandpa loves Google Earth, that is how he passed some good time, checking out the farm. Thank goodness for the snacks Lisa's siblings sent with us, they came in handy during this time. She keeps saying that is the best gift she has ever received. (I need to step up my game a little).
Dr. Gruber came in around 5:30 PM and gave us an account of surgery and what he did. He felt really good about what happened and how things were looking. He wasn't able to close the chest, but will in the next day or so. Isaac had very little bleeding and everything was looking great.
Nothing can prepare you for seeing your own child in such a precarious state. We are grateful to have so many wonderful doctors, nurses, surgeons, and staff looking after his every need. Knowing this moment was coming didn't make it any easier, but it has actually been more precious of an opportunity than anything. How special this time has been, how tender and sweet this experience. We love our little guy and know he is on his way to many great and wonderful things.
Isaac after surgery with his ventilator, all the lines into his circulatory system, drain lines, monitors, etc.
His CICU bed and everything he is connected to.
Oh goodness...remind me to not read your blog at school...I am a big sobbing mess! The ICU pics are pretty close to my heart....pretty raw emotions there still. Your Isaac is so precious and so beautiful-it is obvious even in pictures what a strong little spirit he has and how close he still is to his Heavenly Father. Your family is so blessed to have him and he is so blessed to have all of you. AJ and Lisa...you both look so great and are amazing examples of strength and faith! Thanks for sharing your story and your pics!
ReplyDeleteOh I am so happy that he is gooding amazing!!! I love this little man so much and I havent met him yet!! soon though. Age and Lisa you have one amazing fighter here. and two other amazing kids well!!! I am glad things are going well for him and for the family!! Lisa's family is amazing I know that for a fact the kids and you are so lucky to have them!!! So glad to call you my family!! Aj and lisa, you are amazing examples to me and your kids!!!LOVE you too much!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you, A.J., for keeping us posted. Know that you, Lisa, Isaac are in our thoughts and prayers as well as Emily and Eli. We will continue to pray for you and your family! If you need a place to rest or stay, we aren't too far from PCMC. Know that our Heavenly Father will continue to bless all of you! Also, know that there are Heavenly angels with you also giving you strength and encouragement! We love ya! Isaac - what a darling baby boy and pray that he will keep on fighting! :)
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